||[Mar. 14th, 2004|01:17 pm]
|||||Massive Attack - Smalltime shot away||]|
Yesterday, Vicki and I decided to buy some shrooms from a shop in Corn X.
I thought I knew what to expect, from previous experiences with shrooms in Amsterdam, but nothing I've ever experienced has been anything near last night.
We prepared them in Tea. Boiled them in a pan of water for 15 minutes, stiring them every now and then, then used the water in a few cuppa teas.
We sat there. Vicki in a pretty pink 6-year-olds-stylee dress, and me in her black and pink poker dot skirt. Cuddled up on the sofa.
We started talking loads, and loads, constant conversation, had loads to say, loads to talk about. Didnt feel like we were seeing things or owt. Sat on the sofa, and vicki's hair was going weird. It's really hard to explain. Layed on the sofa looking up at the ceiling and the cracks in the ceiling were moving, the drops of tea splattered on the ceiling were moving. We werent scared, so it was really really funny. Vicki started crying in literally 2 seconds, full on tears. She was still laughing, but really really crying.
Didnt think it would get much more than that... but it did.
Right now what happened last night is pretty much a blur. I remember it being really really funny. The feeling is so hard to describe.. time slows right down, then speeds right up. Your whole perception of EVERYTHING is so fucked up, and everything is so weird. Your perception of your own senses totally fucks up, and you things just go really really weird.
I really really cant describe it, but it's such a good experience. The big mistake we made was going to the pizza shop. Inside the house it's safe, nothing can really go wrong, but outside things are so much different.
We somehow made it to the pizza shop.. it was scary crossing the road, becuase you cant judge where the cars are.. how far away they are, and how fast they're going. you cant judge how fast you're walking either. We went in there giggling our hearts out, couldnt concentrate on anything. The pizza dudes face looked all weird, we somehow asked for a family sized pizza, and waited outside. The guy knew we were fucked.
Waiting outside everything was so strange. We were talking and talking and talking, and we couldnt tell how loud we were talking, and everyone was staring at us, these girls in the pizza shop were totally ripping the piss out of me in a skirt, the pizza dude was watching and laughing at us, more and more people were arriving at the bus stop staring at us, one minute of waiting seemed like 10 minutes. Everything was SO FUCKED. Cars looked longer then they should have, the AA van was a police van, everything was yellow! The feeling is literally impossible to describe, but outside was scary. Vicki blanked out in my arms, fell to the ground outside the pizza shop, on the wet floor, on her back, arms and legs stretched out, hit her head. I tried to help her, but i was too weak to pick her up and she was all floppy, and i didnt know what to do. I thought she was foaming at the mouth. a guy that was waiting for a pizza helped pick her up. Said something about "you crazy kids and your crazy drugs". They handed up some pizza, and we stumbled across the road, back indoors where it was safe.
Back inside, we went upstairs becuase it seemed safer in the bed.. everything was so funny. We were giggling our tits off. Sat on the bed, and opened the pizza. Couldnt tell if it was cooked or not (it was). couldnt tell how hot it was. Couldnt tell how big it was. The pizza box seemed huge to vicki. The bed seemed huge. We werent even hungry. Cant even tell if you need a piss becuase you're so detached from your own senses. Went into the bathroom, and the floor was soaking wet and squelching. The bath was filling up when we took the plug out. The hair in the bath was growing, Around the sink was darker where there was water leaking? and the bathroom was flooding?
We went back into the bedroom becuase it was safer there, and we couldnt drown or owt.
After a while in the bedroom we went downstairs to check that the door was closed, and it was, so we sat down here on msn talking to a couple of people, and it was so weird. Kept talking about how MSN was REAL or something. The cats head kept morphing.
after a while we just layed on the sofa, slowely coming down, getting back to reality. Thinking things were fine, but realising that we werent.
Slowely came right back down.. seemed to last for ever, feeling your legs again, feeling my sore throat again..etc..etc..
The feeling is IMPOSSIBLE to describe. Your whole perception of EVERYTHING is fucked, and it's so funny. We waited until we were down, then tried going back up again with the philosophers stones, but they didnt work at all. Waiting there wanting something to happen but it never. Huff. So disappointed.
Felt like we'd experienced like, a year of being together or something in a few hours. Really crazy shit. Everything else is going fucked, but I felt safe being with vicki because she was on the same level as me.
I dunno. Impossible to describe. �10/bag in sugarlump in corn ex. get the mexicans. so much better than alcohol. DO IT INDOORS.